Feelings..

It had been a really long time

since i last update my blog

time flies indeed

the last post i have here is talking about the good news that i'm being employed

and now i had actually worked for 4 months

somehow i think circumstances will make one person change

and i do not want to deny that

i have changed, somehow in somewhere

as time passed by

whether i want it or not

because it is BEYOND MY CONTROL

staying whole day alone at home

thinking of reading a nice book in the afternoon

but somehow the hot weather and the noise caused by the renovation work nearby

kill my mood to do so

or maybe i should admit, i'm lazy, or being too demotivated to do so

don't ask me what happen to me

because i don't know how to answer

or anyone can actually tell me the answer?

had always be wanted to be who i really am in front of everyone

but somehow i'm no longer doing that

since when?

i don't know either

wanted to update a facebook also status need to think this and that

i feel so lost

sometimes when i am emo

i just don't feel like to say anything

put on my earphones

and on the volume to the max

and let myself to be in my own world

i hope and pray

the Li Ling with so much positive energy will be back in September!