Dreams.

i guess everyone have their own dreams

deep down in their heart

and once upon a time

praying and hoping that those dreams will come true

BUT here is a question

how many of them actually walk their talk and realize those dreams?

........

when i was a teenager

i heard people telling me that going into local university is kind of a great achievement

and somehow i study hard and wish that i'll be one of those who can achieve that

so that my parents will feel proud of me

as they always do

since i was small

.........

life is always unpredictable

so do is my journey after secondary school

i did not continue my study either to Form 6 or other equivalent pre-u courses

instead, i take CAT and ACCA

stepping into a career path of being an accountant

or now to be more specifically, an auditor of one of the big accounting firms in the world

i should admit, i dream BIG

really really big

............

but in reality, it wasn't as easy as i thought

after a few failures and rejections happened in my life

i started to shake

i don't know, whether my dreams are still achievable?

am i really have the criteria to become an auditor?

i started to doubt my own ability

i lost all the confidence that i used to have

LONG TIME AGO

.............

somehow after watching the movie <Already Famous>

i think it was me who wasn't firm enough to get what i want

if not, no matter what happened

it shouldn't be frightening me

just like the female lead in the movie - Lee Kar Kiao, aka Ah Kiao

desired to be a star in the television although in reality she is only a sales girl who sells television

i really admire her determination along the way to achieve her dreams

and i guess this is what i should learn

just like how one of the episode song of the movie sings

"不放弃，我永远不放弃"

(p.s. don't give up, i'll never give up)

i shouldn't be giving up

if it's really what i want

i want my dreams to be realized

and i know i can do it !!