Feelings..

It had been a really long time

since i last update my blog

time flies indeed

the last post i have here is talking about the good news that i'm being employed

and now i had actually worked for 4 months

somehow i think circumstances will make one person change

and i do not want to deny that

i have changed, somehow in somewhere

as time passed by

whether i want it or not

because it is BEYOND MY CONTROL

staying whole day alone at home

thinking of reading a nice book in the afternoon

but somehow the hot weather and the noise caused by the renovation work nearby

kill my mood to do so

or maybe i should admit, i'm lazy, or being too demotivated to do so

don't ask me what happen to me

because i don't know how to answer

or anyone can actually tell me the answer?

had always be wanted to be who i really am in front of everyone

but somehow i'm no longer doing that

since when?

i don't know either

wanted to update a facebook also status need to think this and that

i feel so lost

sometimes when i am emo

i just don't feel like to say anything

put on my earphones

and on the volume to the max

and let myself to be in my own world

i hope and pray

the Li Ling with so much positive energy will be back in September!

Good news :)

Quote from my friend Rachel

good things come to those who wait

and so i'm here to announce the good news!

YES i'm officially employed now! :D

actually, i get to know this news about 11 days back

but i feel insecure when the offer letter haven't reach my house

and reluctant to share this good news to my friend

unless  they come forward and ask

so don't be angry if i didn't tell you about this earlier k?

now you know already, isn't it?

late is better than don't know anything right? :P

feel so relieved right now

at least, i won't feel so emo and pek cek

every time people asking me when am i going to work

it's really stressed and annoyed when all these questions come to you

but never mind, now i've an answer for them :)

out of sudden, i feel that time really flies so fast

about 5 weeks later

i'm going to enter into another chapter of my life

with all upcoming challenges which i cannot expect -  all alone and by myself

sounds really scary and i know it would not be easy

anyhow i'll always do my best to cope with it

and i know you all will definitely support me, right? ^^

gotta do some shopping in the coming days

hopefully got the chance to go to malacca to hunt for my formal clothes :P

you know we don't really have much choices in bp -.-

and most importantly is to get a nice safe cheap rooms nearby the offices!

*PRAYING HARD*

daddy's birthday is coming soon

still thinking of should i buy him a present since i'm still spending his money right now :/

or should i just wait until father's day

as i'll be having my own income at that point of time

dilemma indeed >_<

anyone any idea please?

went out almost half a day with mummy today

watching the movie 《3x troubles》 whereby the whole theater only got 2 of us

it's a bit scary

but not that every time we can have this experience, isn't it? :P

pity the cinema is going to make a loss by just having to open the theater for only 2 customers xD

mummy, thanks for everything you did <3
i know you really dote on me a lot ^_^


Let's enjoy the rest of the holidays to the max!! :)

Updates

It had been really a long time

since i last updated my blog

so here i am posting this up to update those who read my blog :)

so about 2 weeks back

i went to sunway to meet up with my dear D111 mates <3

this is the group of people

who gives me a really good memory throughout my 2 years plus life in sunway

although we did experienced some problems in between

we still end up being together as a group

at least, i always think that way :)

i know i'm lucky enough to know every single of you

and i really cherished you all

despite some unhappiness that happened before

i'm really sorry if i had done anything that makes you feel unpleasant

when will be the next gathering of complete D111 members?

i don't know ..

maybe soon, maybe not so soon ..

if got fate, we'll meet up soon right?

i always believe that :)

on top of that

nothing much to update actually

because i don't think there is anything special needed me to mention here

just sometimes when i feel like to write

i don't have time

and when i have plenty of time

i don't actually have any feeling to write

complicated?

yea maybe it is

ohya

for those who is very concern about my employment status

I'M STILL UNEMPLOYED TO DATE

thank you for your concern

when the time comes, i'll definitely announce the good news

just don't add on any more stress to me k?

appreciated for the understanding :)

love to think a lot recently

and making me emo at the same time

doesn't seem to be a good habit anyway

i'll be fine, soon!

and i'll get rid of you, soon, too!

Bon Voyage~ :)

one of my close friend - Hui Xian

is on her flight to Korea now

and this post was supposed to be updated by me

before i go to kL and penang

but somehow it was being delayed

sorry, friend! :(

this is how times flies i supposed

having been known to each other since 2003

9 years of friendship

it's not easy that we can still get close now

since we're pursuing our studies in different field, in different uni

and i really appreciate you as my friend

who will be always there to support me

whenever i feel down

THANK YOU, dear! ♥ 

it's really nice to have such an opportunity

to go to a foreign country

to learn about their cultures and life

although we're 4000km apart now

( i mean when you see the blog post )

we will always give you our support here in Malaysia!!

so anything just update us through facebook ok?

last but not least

good luck n all the best over there!

remember to take tons of photo and show to us when we meet up ya!

and don't forget about out souvenirs!!
just kidding :P

Bon Voyage my dear friend :)

i'll definitely miss you a lot..

Indications from God ..?

received call from my dream firm this afternoon

so excited when i saw the number!

they called me, after 5 days i submit my application!!

my heartbeat was super fast when i talked to the HR people

DREAM FIRM !!

but my mood become down when the conversation end

because i think that i screwed it up

when the lady told me

"i will contact you later on"

*sigh*

failing audit paper means i'm not so strong in audit?

this maybe true but i do have a strong interest in audit !!

too bad i didn't tell the lady so

when she threw me this question

no hope on audit line in my dream firm anymore

when i was told audit was full at the moment

#thing4sure

anyway i guess i should be thankful

since the lady asked me whether i'm interested in tax

meaning there's still hope for me to work in my dream firm, right? :P

at least i haven't get any rejection e-mail from them at the moment

stay positive, Li Ling!

something just come across my mind

is it that i'm really not suitable to be in the audit line?

since i get the lowest mark for audit in my CAT

and failed my audit paper during ACCA

should i change my target for my career path?

is this phone call an indication from God?

seriously, i don't know >_____<

should i switch to tax?

since i always score the highest for my tax paper

be it in CAT or ACCA

since advisory is a BIG X for me

as they requires candidates of strong academic records

i feel lost and so restless

especially when i heard that the other big 2 also got not much vacancy in audit line

meaning i need to be continue to be unemployed?

 OH NO !! :(

i know i need to stay positive and always hope for the best

law of attraction - faster attract a good job to me! xD

hope that being an ACCA affiliate

can bring me a permanent job asap!

*praying hard for good news* :)

Finally.. ;)

just about 24 hours ago

is the day whereby my acca results was released

and the kind of waiting is torturing

when all your friends had already got their e-mail from acca

and your mail box does not have any new incoming e-mail

and so finally at 1.15pm

i got my e-mail from acca

Thanks God it was a good news!!

reading the sentences of

"Congratulations on completing ACCA's examinations. You are now an ACCA Affiliate"

really made so so so happy!! :D

FINALLY!!

after 3 years and 6 months

i've completed my CAT and ACCA journey!! ;)

YES, I DID IT !!

thanks to the person who advised me to take this path

*you know who you are* :P

thanks to all my lecturers who guide me along the way

thanks to my parents who always give me support

thanks to all my friends who always encourage me whenever i feel down

THANK YOU  ♥ :)

gonna enter into another chapter of my life soon

i'm nervous about it but looking forward at the same time!! :P

hopefully job hunting will go well and i'll be able to share the good news here soon!!

Wish me good luck k? ;P

Hello, Singapore!

so, finally i went to singapore with my friend

for the very FIRST time of my life

Special thanks to JiaYun(JY) for being the tour guide of the trip

and i really enjoyed this food trip! ♥


the 1st stop we went in Singapore is the Koi Cafe which is situated at Illuma
It is one the the best selling bubble tea in  Singapore i guess
as it's normal for us to see people lining up just to have a cup of it

JY suggests me to try out their Macchiato series

as she thinks that it is the unique part of Koi as compared to others

and so, i tried the green tea macchiato on the 1st day

and i fall in love with the milky part of the tea :P

remember i mention that it is different from others?

here is the special part - the way we consume macchiato~

we don't actually use straw to drink but we drink it straight from the opening we made on the plastic cover that we cut using the plastic blade given

a new great experience indeed :)

after that we went to a temple nearby bugis

it was crowded there, a true "people mountain people sea" xD

n i love the photo of the flower we bought

simply because it seems to have the effect of using a professional DSLR camera :P

i just love this photo! ^^v

no photo taking is allowed inside the temple so only have the photo of its surroundings~ :)

the journey continues to the nearby bakery - Barcook Bakery

in which its raisin bread is strongly recommended by JY as a must try

it really tastes nice and i will definitely buy for my family and friends next time i visited there! :)

and i heard its cakes are nice too

Dear mango passion, i'm going to try you out next round!

taken at Bugis Street

Tea time! :D

i love the eggs toppings on the takoyaki, yummy ^^

and it was a bit different from what i eat at bp~

our dinner at Sho Teppan at Ion

another great new experience of dipping the meat into the egg before and after putting the slice meat into the hot soup

so this is roughly about my Day 1 in Singapore

It is really a shopping heaven for me

if and only i i'm earning $Dollar

who knows i might be working there soon, isn't it? :P

writing off now and will continue my 2nd day on the next blog post!

stay tuned :D

Countdown-ING

well, for those taking ACCA
you would know what do i mean by just looking at the title
YES, our dear results is going to be released soon in 7 days and 11 hours!!
*oopps, seven eleven! :P


8 weeks after the finals
we are going to see whether our effort had been paid off in the result slip
NERVOUS, very nervous


looking back at the very last week before finals
i put all my attention to study for the exam
and can you imagine that i spent more than 12 hours in library everyday?
although not that i am very focus very minute ><
i had done my best before that and also during the exam!!


i think i did better than the 1st attempt
but i can't guarantee how the result is going to be
gotta pray really hard in the next 7 days
and please, no more nightmares for me!!
i just wanna have a better quality of sleep, can i ?


by the way
heard the news that my cousin sister had got a job in kL and gotta to start work soon
Congratulations!!
*even though i don't think you would have the chance to see this post
wishing you all the best in everything you're doing! :)


hmmmm...
stress level start to going up
as my cousin sister is 1 year  younger than me and she had got her diploma and now got a job!
how can i not feeling anything right?


EMO-nya


anyway, staying positive is the best way to deal with all the stress and pressure
i hope and pray that it would be a good news waiting for me
and my life would be just like the fire crackers
shining in the dark, beautifully

i believe i can fly ~

Happy Dragon Year ! :D

so it's year of dragon now
Happy Chinese New Year Everyone!! :D
i know it's a little bit late since today is the 6th day of cny
but it's still better than nothing right? :P

well it was the 1st time
taking family photo at grandma's house on the 1st day of cny
but i believe it would be a tradition whereby we will take it every year starting from this year!! :)

family photo with grandma! :) i'll make sure i print it out and keep it in my purse! :)

P.S. > it was sooooooo hard to take a photo with my brother.. ><

Steamboat-ing at my 1st uncle house on the 1st night of dragon year! :)

went to visit relative's house as per usual

and i was lucky enough as i didn't kena much standard question this year

as my elder cousins are the ones who kena question like " when wanna get a bf / gf "

*phewwwwwwwww*

gotta pray hard i get one before them or else i'll be the target soon!! >_<

having a lot of fun when stick with little cousins recently

i can really be myself being with them

they feel contented and happy easily

how nice to be a kids, right?

n i found that teasing kids is fun as well !! *evil smile* xD

a lot to say actually

but don't know how to start

so maybe i'll update more on the next post.. :P

last but not least

wishing everyone a great great year ahead !! :D

P.S. 从电视上看到说肖马今年的事业运有5颗星噢!! 那么就让我早日找到工作吧 ^^

龙年一定要发发发!! :D

Dreams.

i guess everyone have their own dreams

deep down in their heart

and once upon a time

praying and hoping that those dreams will come true

BUT here is a question

how many of them actually walk their talk and realize those dreams?

........

when i was a teenager

i heard people telling me that going into local university is kind of a great achievement

and somehow i study hard and wish that i'll be one of those who can achieve that

so that my parents will feel proud of me

as they always do

since i was small

.........

life is always unpredictable

so do is my journey after secondary school

i did not continue my study either to Form 6 or other equivalent pre-u courses

instead, i take CAT and ACCA

stepping into a career path of being an accountant

or now to be more specifically, an auditor of one of the big accounting firms in the world

i should admit, i dream BIG

really really big

............

but in reality, it wasn't as easy as i thought

after a few failures and rejections happened in my life

i started to shake

i don't know, whether my dreams are still achievable?

am i really have the criteria to become an auditor?

i started to doubt my own ability

i lost all the confidence that i used to have

LONG TIME AGO

.............

somehow after watching the movie <Already Famous>

i think it was me who wasn't firm enough to get what i want

if not, no matter what happened

it shouldn't be frightening me

just like the female lead in the movie - Lee Kar Kiao, aka Ah Kiao

desired to be a star in the television although in reality she is only a sales girl who sells television

i really admire her determination along the way to achieve her dreams

and i guess this is what i should learn

just like how one of the episode song of the movie sings

"不放弃，我永远不放弃"

(p.s. don't give up, i'll never give up)

i shouldn't be giving up

if it's really what i want

i want my dreams to be realized

and i know i can do it !!